I would just like to say

you are one of the very few people around here that gets my humor in it's purest form.
And for that, I am grateful.

When I seek advice

I'm actually seeking a fortune teller.

New Favorite Video

I got this song for free from AmazonMP3. I. Love. It.

I found the music video for it this morning and it made me love it all the more. 

Please enjoy!

Got my mission call!

Canada Toronto West :)

The one that Jonathan JUST came home from. 

How crazy is that?!

Anyway, I report to the MTC September 28. 

So excited!

WHen i get a minute

I'm going to tell you all about the adventures i had this week with one Brian Melander. adoration!

oh looky!

Didn't quite capture the effect I was going for but, it's still neat.

Allison

Told me tonight that she forgot how absolutely gorgeous I am. 

Sweetest thing I've heard in a long time.

Now, how about a man who feels the same way about me?

Things have been a little off

Since the boy and I hung out a week ago. As in, we didn't talk at all until tonight. I can't help but feel he had a bit of an issue with me, but is acting like there was never anything wrong. 

I still feel like there is an issue. I wish I had the guts to just ask him.

I'm just afraid of him getting defensive and hating me, seeing as how that's exactly what happened last time I tried to confront an issue...

biggest pet peeve.

when people assume instead of taking the time to understand a situation.

piiiiiiiiiiiiiicturesssss!!!

This weekend was the best! I could not have asked for a better time! I got to see my new baby niece, I went to Carrie and Reed's reception, went hot tubbing, table rock...Ihop, train depot...the list goes on. Here are pictures!

My Boys! And Allison

My Angel...ridin' like a cholo.

That's me.

Tabs n me.

Carrie with her pops...so cute!

In between hot tubs...

Rachael. What a glorious shot!

JER-SEEEEEY!

Rachael was such a beast.

Jersey's talent.

Birds.

Me and Vinny

Favorite spot at the train depot

Best night of my life!

20" long licorice

Seriously...best night of my life! I didn't get to sleep til about 6. Woke up a little before 9, and played all the next day. I miss my new friends, something fierce!

On the topic of love

What is it about that feeling that makes us come back for more, even when we've been disappointed and let down countless times before?

I can't figure out why, even though in the last month I've been let down by at least 2 boys, and here I am trying to  start a new relationship with another one.

I'm not complaining, I'm glad I am able to bounce back so quickly, but it also scares me for future relationships.

just a thought

Why do I feel the need to be faithful to the boys I'm interested in? Even when there is nothing going on between us? Annoying.

Special visit

Actually, it wasn't that special, seeing as how he was there to go shopping, but Lance dropped in to say "Hi" yesterday at work. It made me feel special! I just adore that kid.

Let's call him "Chad"

So this friend and I had a conversation last night.
I told him something about a boy I've been seeing, and he said "I want a girl who wants those things".
Uh..."'Chad', have you ever considered the fact that we're almost perfect for each other?"
Of course, 'Chad' being the kind of person to avoid anything remotely personal says "My mom sure has!"
And then he followed that up with "I won't settle for 99%."
Wait, wait, wait. 99%? It's that close? Reeeeealllyyy?
Wow.
Then came the "It's a big 1%"
So...like...2%?
Ha! I just thought that was interesting.

I'm in love with this song.

Why?

Do I get "Ah! See, I made you smile!" from all sorts of random people at least once a day?
It's my face, I'm not sad/mad/upset. I just don't smile all the time.

In case you were wondering:

Who Am I...

I am...the daughter of a dairy farmer.

I want...to be with everyone I love.

I have...a full tummy.

I wish...money wasn't the center of everything.

I hate...being in limbo.

I fear....people watching/judging me.

I hear.........my free music from Taco Bell.

I search...for true happiness.

I wonder...if people have pure intentions, or are just telling me what I want to hear.

I regret...nothing.

I love...having no worries.

I Rarely....get to see my nieces.

I always...put things off until the last minute.

I usually....listen to music.

I am not...happy right now.

I dance...all the time. 

I sing...my words in regular conversation.

I never...go to bed without checking blogs and facebook.

I sometimes...ignore people when they text me.

I cry...when I get really, super mad..

I am not always...serious. In fact, I'm rarely serious.

I lose...pens.

I am confused....by the words that come out of Doreen's mouth.

I need... a good cuddle sesh with someone I really like.

I should...go to bed.